Elsewhere.

as one positive thing happens in my life immediately +5 negative things happen. I can never win in any situation. This whole ‘way of living’ is bullshit. Their has to be a simpler way. I doubt GOD created this Earth for it to be compared to hell.

So I’ve decided to write a lil’ sum sum about myself for anyone and everyone who feels like getting to know me. So here it is:

I’m going to start off by saying “Britni Nicolee” isn’t my real name. For anyone who REALLY knows me knows my real name… which is Farah May Lauson. I grew up in Lusaka, Zambia. I moved to the United States to pursue my goal to play Cinderella at Disneyland. When they wanted me to play Simba from The Lion King I said fuck you and hopped on the Trolly. I moved to Arizona to learn to be like the Apache Indians. I soon found out that they don’t like asians that came from a black community. They claimed I was a “Chigger” (Chink Nigga?) I mean I don’t know what dey be talking bout. I talk like any odder white folk. BUT ANYWAYS, I decided to stay in Arizona and see if I could surf the desert hills. <—— Still a work in progress.

LOLOLOL JK, I’m bored….<3

I could only make you understand that thinking twice isnt always necessary. Sometimes its okay to take chances. Living is the name of the game, and risking is how you play. Not everything is going to come easy. Basic living turns complex and at some point everyones has to roll the dice.

Simplicity will never be a step away, so wake up and have faith in me. I will catch you when you fall.

waiting for you is like waiting for a full day of rain in the heart of Arizona. You’re unpredictable and far too into yourself. What is it worth? You aren’t worth the stress and most deffitately not worth the tears….

So why do people put themselves through hell, and then remain there? I mean, I do it. Mostly because I was raised in total Chaos, but If I had the chance to change my “childhood” then I would. 

It kills me to see people going down the same road as me. Promising themselves they wouldn’t lose control. They won’t lose their passion, their goals, even lose their dreams. But in the end we all lose something… or someone. 

So why are you traveling down the road to nowhere? There’s nothing behind the third line…