Elsewhere.

Hi, I’m skyler Hamby and I’m 16.
You are Britni Nicolee if you’re reading this. That’s because you’re the only one who can read this. I’m a boy very shy and self concious about everything. I can’t make all my own choices but I can make most of the right ones. Writing this is one of them.
Recently I started taking up odd jobs thinking it’d set me apart from my reality/ but when i do that I can only dream. 
I make lots of mistakes, and I fell in love with you which was the best thing that has ever happened for me. That was definetly not a mistake, I didn’t intend for it to happen but it did, which means i love you that much more. Nothing was planned. But I have made plans for myslef lately though. and from the first night I said I love you. That was the night I decided I want to be with you. “always and forever” you can’t change that, and I wouldn’t let you. The times I smile most where when you’d call right when you wake up and i felt sooo happy knowing i was the first priority. To me you’re the most adorable girl ever. One day I want to show you off to the world but when I do. I want to be the boy standing beside you your hand in mine. There isn’t one thing I don’t love about you because everything you say, do and think are you. I like when you don’t wear make up or get ready and get so irritated with yourself on stickam while i just sit and admire you and how perfect you are.
for me. 
I like the way you laugh at all the things that don’t make sense to me in the first place. And also when you say things and then snile, I smile too even though I sometimes I have
no idea what you’re talking about. It just makes me happy hearing you that way.
I hate when you don’t reply to my text, I hate when you don’t call me. I hate when you go to parties, I hate when you keep things from me, I hate when you pretend to not care and most of akk I hate not having you as mine.
I can live on the streets with nothing but a few dollars and a way to talk to you and still be closest to being the happiest boy alive. The only way i’d be happier is when i manage to turn a few dollars into a ticket to arizona.
Ill be hungry.
And you and mommy can watch me suffocate in grease then laugh at me when i can’t breath and then you can kiss me after i flush my mouth of death food.
I have so much to look forward to and wouldn’t ever leave I messed up my keyboard just now, it wont go off caps even when i press the stupid button. punching it didn’t help. i think the words got more slanty. I fixed it kinda! 
I don’t know how you could ever put up with me especially when i do things like that.
I want you to love me, and I want there to be no one else in the way. I can’t change what you do or I do, and honestly I don’t want to change ANYTHING.
I wish I hadn’t done somet hings, but that is the past. Britni you’re the greatest ever. I hope you know. and what i like best about me telling you that is you can’t make me think otherwise.  I can’t wait to see our fishy,OLAF  and my mamas and (pretending i know the other names) all the others. Mommy wants to make me a cake, actually i said she has to. but she still wants to. I’m not even sure how i’d first react when i set eyes on you in person. mmm, but it’d be enough to make us both smile.
I’m trying to do everything in my power to make you love me more than anything. 
but thats not right of me to make you. things dont just happen that quick, only thing that did was me loving you, and you being my whole heart.

Britni Nicolee YOU are the only one who makes me feel how i do, the only girl i can love this much, the only i would ever want to love at that.
you’ll be mine. I won’t give up on it. Never giving up on you. 

Britni Nicolee I have to cut this very short so can finish the work I started. 
then i’m going to start working on us.
even if im the only one who shows up for it. ill be there, ill be here.



Hi, I’m skyler Hamby and I’m 16.
I stole you’re heart. i gave you mine. I won’t give yours back.
I’m in love with you.

until I see your picture. Everything I used to feel floods back and leaves me with nothing more than memories and a knot in my stomach. It’s all in your face, and that damn picture.

is for my French Fry.

je t’adore Crig<3

Ahhhhh man, I’m tired of being sick and tired!

I can’t wait to get the hell out of Gilbert.

Cat my life would be x100 better.

meowz.

I finally got the guts to call it quits.

IloveyouMike.